Tell me, am i missing something? Been trying so hard but it doesn't matter to you. Friends. Dats wat u say. Stay as frens but ur not acting like one. haiz. Probly dats the price i had to pay. Been hearing "Cant help but wait" by Trey Songz. It kept appearing so many times this week and it makes me think of you. Still remember that nite where u pour out ur troubles to me. All those stuff he did to u. I felt so weak. cant do anything. And now even when i noe the chances of me taking u out is zilch, zero, im still stubborn. Asked u everytime i've got the chances and well ur answers had always been a NO. Din noe y i bothered to even ask when i already noe the outcome. Listening to Mel's advice, i guess i have to move on for good. Like it or not, i have to. It's killing me. In every single way.
After quite sometime missing theater meetings, i came down yesterday. The story was broke down into two parts and they were rehearsing the first part yest. After rehearsals, went out with my theater peeps. Yihan, one of my fren, brought alng a deck of tarot cards. Below is what i found out about me that is quite true and it freaks me out.
Q1 : Why don't i have a girlfriend?
Cards-Queen of Sword.
Ans: U are more of a girl's bestfriend. They treat as a bestfriend rather than a boyfriend for them share their feelings with or be close to.
Q2 : When will i have a girlfriend?
Cards: Eight Pentacles
Ans: After u learn to be patience. Let nature take its course.
Q3 : What do girls think of me?
Cards: The Devil
Ans: Someone who is immature.
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The first question to me was quite true. Ask my sister and she would agree.
Even while i'm on my way home, i can't help but thinking about this tarot stuff. It really freaks the hell out of me.