Shh! Productions Debut Show
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Thursday, August 28, 2008
Haha. Came home from trainings, and got a surprised from China in a formd of MSN. Haha.
So, we skype-d. For about sometime coz den she hav to go becoz all her friends are asleep and she got class tmrw at 8 am.
She says hello wiff a posed.
Brangan pki Tudong!
Missing Singapore... :)
She says goodbye.
Last Posed before Sleeping :P
She says hello wiff a posed.
Brangan pki Tudong!
Missing Singapore... :)
She says goodbye.
Last Posed before Sleeping :P
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Mess Cleared up.
Questions Answered.
Mind at Eased.
Thank You, Friend.
Take Care.
Smile Always.
Monday, August 25, 2008
Wah. Im working rite now. Haha. But Ma'am let me use my laptop as i've finished done my work. Argh! I think im gonna get a flu tmrw. The headache is killing me. Anw, few ppl came down for training today. But still okay i guess.
Somehow, i think today is my lucky day. People kept volunteering to treat me. How cool is that? haha. :) Argh. Hate it when the headache come and goes.
Mind is in dilemma.
Somehow, i think today is my lucky day. People kept volunteering to treat me. How cool is that? haha. :) Argh. Hate it when the headache come and goes.
Mind is in dilemma.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Probably the best explanation that is happening to me
Sepenuh Hati - Spoon
Ke mana harus ku luahkan? perasaanku padamu
Yang selama ini ku pendamkan? di dalam diamku
Sukarnya ku berterus terang? tentang perasaan ini
Bimbang seandainya tak kau terima
Musnahlah harapanku ini
Bagaimana harus aku mengahadapi semua itu
Sedangkan ku menyintaimu sepenuh hati
Tak mudah untukku melupakan dirimu
Kau bagiku segala-galanya
Pada yang Maha Kuasa ku panjatkan doa
Moga dibukakan pintu hatimu
Kan ku buktikan kejujuran cintaku
Jangan biar keraguan menghantui jiwamu
Dalam ku meniti semua kepastian
Dari bibirmu? oh kasih
Kasih dan sayang? cinta dan rindu
Tersemat di jiwaku
Usah biar ku kecewa membalut luka
Agar kau mengerti yang selama ini
Aku menyintaimu
Dalam Diam AKu Mencintaimu by Sting
entah mengapa ku rasa tak menentu
semenjak aku mengenali dirimu sayang
terbayang-bayang wajahmu dimataku
hingga tersentuh rasa indah dikalbu
apakah ertinya..
aku tak tahu mengapa aku rindu
inginku curah tetapi rasa malu
cubalah engkau mengerti isi hatiku
didalam diam aku mencintai mu..
kuharap kau faham perasaanku
yang kini dilamun rindu padamu
sesungguhnya aku telah jatuh cinta..
oh indahnya bila bersamamu....
moga engkau dapat terima
cintaku dengan ikhlasnya
janganlah engkau sia-siakan
harapan dan impian ku..
dalam diam ku mencintaimu..
entah mengapa ku rasa tak menentu
semenjak aku mengenali dirimu sayang
terbayang-bayang wajahmu dimataku
hingga tersentuh rasa indah dikalbu
apakah ertinya..
aku tak tahu mengapa aku rindu
inginku curah tetapi rasa malu
cubalah engkau mengerti isi hatiku
didalam diam aku mencintai mu..
kuharap kau faham perasaanku
yang kini dilamun rindu padamu
sesungguhnya aku telah jatuh cinta..
oh indahnya bila bersamamu....
moga engkau dapat terima
cintaku dengan ikhlasnya
janganlah engkau sia-siakan
harapan dan impian ku..
dalam diam ku mencintaimu..
My escape - Letters
Wondering what it is? haha. For sure it ain't a music. Its my emotion escape. Thru letters, i penned down my feelings. Let see, me writing down my feelings ,with the song "You always say goodnight-goodnight" by The Juliana Theory and "Never too late" by Three Days Grace playing in the background, feels kinda funny. Especially when i've given up any hope. :P
What's left now is up to me. Stay or proceed. Risky? Yes. But what's the loss? Our friendship? Myself? I don't know. I don't know why this is getting hard. Its just a freaking Li's Feeling! Argh!! I suck? Yeah i know.
Still.
The question remains.
"Stay or Proceed?"
Wondering what it is? haha. For sure it ain't a music. Its my emotion escape. Thru letters, i penned down my feelings. Let see, me writing down my feelings ,with the song "You always say goodnight-goodnight" by The Juliana Theory and "Never too late" by Three Days Grace playing in the background, feels kinda funny. Especially when i've given up any hope. :P
What's left now is up to me. Stay or proceed. Risky? Yes. But what's the loss? Our friendship? Myself? I don't know. I don't know why this is getting hard. Its just a freaking Li's Feeling! Argh!! I suck? Yeah i know.
Still.
The question remains.
"Stay or Proceed?"
Aite. Just ended my 1st gym regime or shud i say training. It was tiring. :) but i did get a few important tips from Abg Fuad. Who is he? haha. My Personal Gym Instructor. :P. Important things for me to do now is to gain weight! Well, we will see the result of this training in 2/3 months time. Currently building up my upper body. After 2/3 months, then i can hit the gym. Woohoo!
Anw, yest was Paduka outing @ ECP. The turn out was quite good. Only a couple cudnt turn up due to impt stuff. All of us had fun and yay get to ride Ahmad's bke again!! "Foosball the next craze! Just like football but less tiring and excitement" or so he said. Quoted by Hafeez L. Played Foosball wiff Ahmad, Fahmi, L and Amir. 50 cents per game. Quite expensive but yeah, FUN FUN FUN! Shall get the picas from Hazman soon. :)
AND one Last Shout Out to my BUDDY SNG YIXIN. I WANT YOUR CHEWY DELICIOUS CHOC CHIPS COOKIES CAN?!?! haha. AND THE RECIPE TOOO!!!!!!
Anw, yest was Paduka outing @ ECP. The turn out was quite good. Only a couple cudnt turn up due to impt stuff. All of us had fun and yay get to ride Ahmad's bke again!! "Foosball the next craze! Just like football but less tiring and excitement" or so he said. Quoted by Hafeez L. Played Foosball wiff Ahmad, Fahmi, L and Amir. 50 cents per game. Quite expensive but yeah, FUN FUN FUN! Shall get the picas from Hazman soon. :)
AND one Last Shout Out to my BUDDY SNG YIXIN. I WANT YOUR CHEWY DELICIOUS CHOC CHIPS COOKIES CAN?!?! haha. AND THE RECIPE TOOO!!!!!!
Friday, August 22, 2008
Yay. I got myself a free Gym Instructor! Woot woots.
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FIZA DEGIL SEI!!!!
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FIZA DEGIL SEI!!!!
haha
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Aye. I wanna watch Kallang Roar. Anyone wanna tag along? Wanna see my Yazid and some of my peeps in the movie!!!! haha Might see my name too!
So any takers for KALLANG ROAR! ?
So any takers for KALLANG ROAR! ?
Hey. Nothing much to say about today. The only highlights was dat i went to the gym. Yes. Atlast after a few months of broken promises, i finally went to the gym.
Went there with Yat B and Irsyad. And whoah after 5 months (3 days a week) of gym-ing, Yat B is slim and Irsyad got a (not to sound gay) Nice Bod. Dangs. Shud have head down sooner. haha. Sepnd 2 hours dere. From now on, gonna be a frequent customer at the gym. haha.
Anw, met an ol' friend of mine. Found out, he is in a relationship now. COOL or wat. Hope their relationship last long. Their relationship story somehow is interesting. Haha. Not gonna share it here though. :P
Haha. Li will try to stop saying emo stuff here. Keyword: TRY. haha. Tmrw, PADUKA outing. ECP!!!! Yeah, miss her. but, oh well. Some times in life, u have to let go. Surrender.
"Love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel."
Went there with Yat B and Irsyad. And whoah after 5 months (3 days a week) of gym-ing, Yat B is slim and Irsyad got a (not to sound gay) Nice Bod. Dangs. Shud have head down sooner. haha. Sepnd 2 hours dere. From now on, gonna be a frequent customer at the gym. haha.
Anw, met an ol' friend of mine. Found out, he is in a relationship now. COOL or wat. Hope their relationship last long. Their relationship story somehow is interesting. Haha. Not gonna share it here though. :P
Haha. Li will try to stop saying emo stuff here. Keyword: TRY. haha. Tmrw, PADUKA outing. ECP!!!! Yeah, miss her. but, oh well. Some times in life, u have to let go. Surrender.
"Love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel."
Wokay.
Wat have i done?
Apply for jobs at various Cafe's. Must be because the urge of wanting to become a Barista again. How i miss being one. And probably because i hate being cheated yet again. Was promised a payrise twice. It din happend. Was told i alr gt a payrise. Checkd my payslip and yeah it is still $5/h. Wat can i say?
So yeah, been searching for a job as a Barista. Dis time i dun really care hw much i'm being paid. All i want is to enjoy working! Pray i gt the call frm any Cafe's soon!
Adin 17th birthday. Sad to say, i cudnt attend. all because of meeting and Trainings. Oh well, wish him all the best for years to come and a happy sweet 17.
Theater training today was a-okay i guess. Farhan joind us(me, fiqa, amz) for rehearsals today. Highlight of today's training prob the dance where Fiqa kept on laughing for God knows why. haha. And Amz having the time of her life dancing to the Spanish Latin beats. haha. Pillows. :P
"What do you see first in a girl?"
"Oh, haha. Her smile. and her eyes."
Wat have i done?
Apply for jobs at various Cafe's. Must be because the urge of wanting to become a Barista again. How i miss being one. And probably because i hate being cheated yet again. Was promised a payrise twice. It din happend. Was told i alr gt a payrise. Checkd my payslip and yeah it is still $5/h. Wat can i say?
So yeah, been searching for a job as a Barista. Dis time i dun really care hw much i'm being paid. All i want is to enjoy working! Pray i gt the call frm any Cafe's soon!
Adin 17th birthday. Sad to say, i cudnt attend. all because of meeting and Trainings. Oh well, wish him all the best for years to come and a happy sweet 17.
Theater training today was a-okay i guess. Farhan joind us(me, fiqa, amz) for rehearsals today. Highlight of today's training prob the dance where Fiqa kept on laughing for God knows why. haha. And Amz having the time of her life dancing to the Spanish Latin beats. haha. Pillows. :P
"What do you see first in a girl?"
"Oh, haha. Her smile. and her eyes."
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Woohoo. hahaha.
Chat up wiff my ol' secondary sch pal. He is keen in learning and making his own hip hop group. Making DC as an example, he is trying hard. Too bad, NYP not much ppl who are intrestd in dancing. Let him see some of DC trainings. How i miss them. Josh, Keann, Adin, Khai and lovely Yixin!!! and also the other DC peeps. You guys are missed.
Anw, i dun really care if anyone finds out about it anymore. Because sad to say, i know i don't stand a chance. Here i am, trying to move on. Jiayou Li, you can do it. God knows this facade thingy is killing me. It hurts but oh well, we have to move on and get on with life don't we. But i don't pretend when i say, its dat smile of urs, dat eyes and ur personality that attracts me. And i'm sorry for falling for you.
Chat up wiff my ol' secondary sch pal. He is keen in learning and making his own hip hop group. Making DC as an example, he is trying hard. Too bad, NYP not much ppl who are intrestd in dancing. Let him see some of DC trainings. How i miss them. Josh, Keann, Adin, Khai and lovely Yixin!!! and also the other DC peeps. You guys are missed.
Anw, i dun really care if anyone finds out about it anymore. Because sad to say, i know i don't stand a chance. Here i am, trying to move on. Jiayou Li, you can do it. God knows this facade thingy is killing me. It hurts but oh well, we have to move on and get on with life don't we. But i don't pretend when i say, its dat smile of urs, dat eyes and ur personality that attracts me. And i'm sorry for falling for you.
Monday, August 18, 2008
If i die tonight...
Yeah. I wonder. If i die tonight, there's alot of things i wanna say. Alot of things to be cleared. If i die tonight, here is what i wanna say :-
I wanna tell/ask -
My parents - Tanx for everything. I'm blessed
Siblings/Family - No matter what, blood is thicker than water. One word, Love.
Vencia - u suddenly went AOL. Yeah. Try to keep in contact wiff u. Guess the revelation a year ago is still kinda shock for you. Din blame you.
Syubie - Tanx for being there for me always cuzzie. Somehow religious class brought us closer and i thank god for that.
Adha - Tanx for being there for me thru good and bad times.
Freeze, Ayie - Our times together will always be remembered Bro. We are like brothers.
To others who r nt named here - you guyz coloured my life. Give it rainbow. The spices and stuff. Without you guys, life would be dull. Thos moments spend together are cherish.
That GiRL - i'll be probably tell u how i felt towards u. Therefore, i wanna noe... - if i die tonight, would u close your eyes and say you'll miss me. Give me one last smile and say those words in my eyes. No. Not your typical "I love you" and cry. I want no tears, all i want is "I'll pray for you. No matter what, i will always remember you. This i promise you."
If i die tonight, i hope you will be alright. Just smile for me. Pray for me. Remember me always. Cry no tears as it would only saddened you. Smile. Smile always.
I wanna tell/ask -
My parents - Tanx for everything. I'm blessed
Siblings/Family - No matter what, blood is thicker than water. One word, Love.
Vencia - u suddenly went AOL. Yeah. Try to keep in contact wiff u. Guess the revelation a year ago is still kinda shock for you. Din blame you.
Syubie - Tanx for being there for me always cuzzie. Somehow religious class brought us closer and i thank god for that.
Adha - Tanx for being there for me thru good and bad times.
Freeze, Ayie - Our times together will always be remembered Bro. We are like brothers.
To others who r nt named here - you guyz coloured my life. Give it rainbow. The spices and stuff. Without you guys, life would be dull. Thos moments spend together are cherish.
That GiRL - i'll be probably tell u how i felt towards u. Therefore, i wanna noe... - if i die tonight, would u close your eyes and say you'll miss me. Give me one last smile and say those words in my eyes. No. Not your typical "I love you" and cry. I want no tears, all i want is "I'll pray for you. No matter what, i will always remember you. This i promise you."
If i die tonight, i hope you will be alright. Just smile for me. Pray for me. Remember me always. Cry no tears as it would only saddened you. Smile. Smile always.
Love,
Muhd F****** Bin F****
a.k.a. Li. Li SuRiaNi
a.k.a. Li. Li SuRiaNi
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Well, been a long time. Din make it to KL and Ipoh as planned due to some circumstances. Therefore, im free for next week. Trainings as usual and dinner-cum-discussion later on. This time it was me, Sam, Shima, Is and Liyana. Talked about many stuffs. More like revelation. We guys bond pretty well. And yeah Shima is pretty matured for her age knowing she is just 15.
How i miss my school mates. With fasting month coming in 2 weeks time, gotta work my ass off. Need the cash pretty fast. Outings, Celebrations, Pract. Whoah. Too much.
Can i get a date or be in a serious relationship this year? Nope i guess. Oh well. When you have friends by your side, its okey. Now pack my schedules people!
How i miss my school mates. With fasting month coming in 2 weeks time, gotta work my ass off. Need the cash pretty fast. Outings, Celebrations, Pract. Whoah. Too much.
Can i get a date or be in a serious relationship this year? Nope i guess. Oh well. When you have friends by your side, its okey. Now pack my schedules people!
Monday, August 11, 2008
The craziest thing i've done for love.. wrote her a love poem and penned down all my emotions that i have for her on put it on my blog.
Catch Wall-E in cinemas from 28 August 2008
Originator blog: http://matthew-zachary.blogspot.com
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My actions are stupid? Yeap, i know. I was 15 when i did that. Sheesh, I've learn my lesson since.
My actions are stupid? Yeap, i know. I was 15 when i did that. Sheesh, I've learn my lesson since.
Monday, August 4, 2008
Its been awhile. Aniwaes, Paduka had our show at Furama Hotel last Saturday. It was great. To say dat we ate an hour before show. Ate peanuts, drink gassy stuff, things dat u shudn't do before a show. We did great. Reaching all the high notes. Wow. Paduka, gave their best. Its the Freshie first biggest show so far.
Had Shh! Production Trainings on Sunday, dat is yest. It was good. Fiqa, Fiza and Amz atlast, came down for trainings after afew weeks of buzyness and bad luck. Had a recasting. Fiqa and Amz landed a role. Me too, kinda being force to take. There goes my Audio dream. haha. Fiza wasn't casted as she had to fly off to China sooooon.
After trainings, some of us went to have dinner at Mr Teh Tarik. Fiqa, Fiza and Amz began to feel more comfortable with the other members esp, Syawal, Iskandar, Liyana and Shima as they also came for dinner. Talk about love and stuff. Its good to see them mix around with the others.
P.S. : Love is in thy Air. A romantic Love story was shared.
Shh! Production.
Maiden Show on the 20th of September 2008.
At Geylang(near Kampong Melayu).
7/8 pm.
Had Shh! Production Trainings on Sunday, dat is yest. It was good. Fiqa, Fiza and Amz atlast, came down for trainings after afew weeks of buzyness and bad luck. Had a recasting. Fiqa and Amz landed a role. Me too, kinda being force to take. There goes my Audio dream. haha. Fiza wasn't casted as she had to fly off to China sooooon.
After trainings, some of us went to have dinner at Mr Teh Tarik. Fiqa, Fiza and Amz began to feel more comfortable with the other members esp, Syawal, Iskandar, Liyana and Shima as they also came for dinner. Talk about love and stuff. Its good to see them mix around with the others.
P.S. : Love is in thy Air. A romantic Love story was shared.
Shh! Production.
Maiden Show on the 20th of September 2008.
At Geylang(near Kampong Melayu).
7/8 pm.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Well, i think its time to let this feeling go.
For the best i guess.
Better this way while the feeling is still mutual. Not akward. Won't be easy but well, this is for the best even if i don't try.
Shall get myself busy. No matter how or what it takes, will try. No. I must.
Friday, August 1, 2008
Whoah. A total of 200 shots were captured today.
Need to work on my photography skills
Need to work on my photography skills